June 27, 2008

He's good

You know, I think that I pray pretty expectingly, yet every time God answers a prayer, I'm blown away and amazed. Maybe that's actually a blessing; I can be blown away by God a whole lot when it comes to answered prayers.

So I'm going to India soon. One month from tomorrow, to be exact. The trip is costing nearly $3000 for me to go for three weeks, and there have definitely been times when I've had to ask myself why I'm doing this and is the money worth it when I could probably spend the same amount and go somewhere for three months instead. Funding has been provided though! Praise the Lord! First, I received $1000 from my college (HHD), then, after sending out about 30 support letters, I've received another $1500. It's been so incredibly encouraging to receive letter after letter from people with enclosed checks. People are so anxious to be a part of this adventure in my life, and they are so incredibly generous! I'm still waiting to find out if I'll receive a study abroad scholarship for $500; If I do, I think that my whole trip will literally be paid for. If not, I'm more than willing to pay the $500 for this experience and mission, but still....It's so awesome to see God's provision and His goodness through others' willing hearts.

Another answer to prayer: I'm not going to be homeless in the fall. In August, I will move into a beautiful four bedroom house with Courtney, Jackie, Kristen, and Ellen (a random new girl). Kristen and I will share the master bedroom with the master bath and walk-in closet; the others will all have their own rooms. We also have a big living room, a nice size kitchen/dining room, a big backyard, a deck (with a [broken-but-i-hope-it-will-be-fixable] hot tub), a firepit, and a piano. It's going to be great! I'm disappointed that it's not super close to my friends, but we are close to campus, and, again, the house is beautiful.

God is good. He answers prayers. He is faithful, even when I'm faithless. PTL!

June 3, 2008

Behind the Scene?

Do you ever wonder what others say/think about you? I do. I think about how people talk about others, and it makes me wonder what they say about me when I'm not around.

Like today at work, when two of the girls were laughing and talking and hitting on the cook and making dirty references. I stayed out of it. I kept working; they left the tables to me. The cook made a comment that I was the smartest one around since I wasn't involved in any of the non-sense. The one girl said, "Kate's got a halo on her head though....no offense." "False," I replied. I'm not going to judge. I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. Is that truly the impression I'm leaving. I hope not.

My mother called me a snob because I told her I wasn't interested in being friends with my co-workers outside of work. Apparently I was right in being slightly stand-offish; I'm not as naive as I once was. The cook asked me out today.

Those other waitresses are way interested in his cowboy jeans, cowboy boots, horse riding and rodeo skills. I'm not. Call me a snob, but I'm not interested.

If word gets out, I wonder what they'll think of me then.